People deal with stress with all different ways. Drugs, yoga, excessive drinking, meditation. I’ve taken up m*sterbation this weekend. I know it’s not shameful. Extremely normal. Maybe I just need a seratonian release or something of the sort. It’s just not like me. I need to forget about the past weeks stresses. Though when I’m through I feel more alone. Sometimes more depressed. Maybe it’s just as women were conditioned that its something abnormal. Or maybe I’m just old fashioned.